My word today is not from any official source, it’s more as in a deluge of emotions have hit me as 2020 ended and 2021 began. The changing of the year actually brings little change, it’s purely symbolic, but there’s something to be said for moving a little farther from the dumpster fire that last year was. I hope everyone had good holidays and a happy new year.
I try to bring myself up Heighten the frequency at which I scream But what comes around goes You can’t hear me
I am … so many things and emotions and faces right now. I’m … unsettled, pushed out of any comfort zone I thought I had (as everyone has been throughout this year). I can’t believe it’s October 1st. Was I even born in January? I don’t know anymore.
I’m a little bit messy In life and in love Memories splatter Over walls and stale cloths Across my shirt Down my chin A touch here and there Fragrant reminders Of a life I missed Stick to my lips Crumbs, ravaged Forgotten details I pick up Again and again